ok i guess i'll start at tuesday night... so i get this call from steph saying my dads going to take us to the concert! and i was excited(naturally) so i asked and i could! and i was excited! yes so anyway the concert wass soooo awesome they had all these awesome bands i had never heard before! like ever stays red, hawk nelson (canada!), seven places, and of course i knew about sanctus real! lol yes and i got sanctus reals...i forgot what its called but its the list of songs they are going to play!  yes so after the concert we just hung out with all the bands and got shirts and cds and got everything signed!and to top it off i won the raffle and got a cd! yes it was cool!!! o yea then when we left we had a disscusion about how if your already canadian you can't have a twist of canadian. because i think it was stephanie who said hawk nelson is like sum 41 but with a canadian twist,... and i was like... umm steph... sum 41 IS canadian then we had to talk about twists and anyway....you had to be there

so anyway friday at practice i hurt my ankle by stopping on it wrong and i like pulled a muscle or somthing, so i didn't end up going to the football game on saterday because i couldn't walk on my ankle, and who knows what will happen this week as far as the competition on tuesday and next saterday if i can't march monday i probably won't be able to march this saterday and that just sucks! hmm... i need to do my project later

wow i haven't written in sooo long. for alot of reasons but today i feel like writing! omg band... hmm what to say about it except, the practice is totally worth the fun we get to have! o gosh boa like 2 weeks ago was so much effin fun! huge hills+ best friends ever+ everything great+no worries equals a butt load of ass kickin fun! the  buses were fun too but some other ppl on a different buss had alot more fun playing truth or dare! i swear band should totally be a cult, the other day being the nieve little fish that i am. i found out about how seinors are supposed to go commando under their uniforms on senior night, or the last homegame im not sure i could never get a straing answer! lol it was huomerious tho cause i would always be like hes a senoir,... i bet hes naked lol it was great and then allen this sax had a shirt on and someone asked him why wasn't he naked, and hes said i am... under my cloths it was funny im going to miss all the seniors that leave next year its going to be sad! but i also find it odd that the flutes have no seniors?!?! o well its cool! i love band! im such a nerd for it but i love it! and in two years im going to miss tara, taryn and sam sooo much! but im not going to worry about that now! any way im going to get back to the current times. yesterday was the kay invataional, or pre uil, we got straight 1s!!! and one of the judges said that we had the best fundamentals(shoulders, feet) he had seen all day, and at boa we got like 2s and 3s and they said are funds. were weak i guess the directors pulling ppl out and every thing did its job! lol the trip there was awesome it turns out that if you make taryn laugh really hard one of her eyes closes and she looks crazy! lol its funny.

no to 2 days be for the katy invational/pre uil, this was possibly in the top 10 best nights of my life catagorie! anyway it was stephanies birthday,and for her birthday she decided to go to a haunted house! it was soo awesome. it was me stephanie, chealsea w., brittany e., and courtney! we went to scream world and it was soooo awesome, the whole time i was like ah!!! and when i wasn't screaming i was like this is the best thing ever im haveing soooo much fun! then after scream world which, made courtney cry, and made her feel sick for like hours we went to starbucks and all got frapachinos( i can't spell) they were sooo good, and we had a blast talking about scream world and all types of stuff, o yea and in the car to and from scream world i was in the car with courtney and stephs mom and we had funn talking about all kinds of crazy things, like one time stephs sister savannah, when she was 2 she said her grandma had did and mrs susan(stephs mom) was like  no no both of your grandmas are still alive,and savannah said someweird name... i forgot but then mrs susan got on the computer and looked it up and there really was this person and all this weird stuff anyway thats alittle of subject! so after starbucks we went to blockbuster to rent some movies i swear we were in there forever! we kept changing our minds! lol but when we finally left we had gothika and joyride, so when we got back to stephs we first made pizzas which were really good. and then we watched gothika! it was really freaking, and like it bad cause like everything in the movie could have happened except the chick being possesed, then we watched joyride it was sooooo freaky, well not really freaky but really suspenseful me and courtney were like holding hads cause we were afraid of what was going to happen it was so awesome, then we started to watch the secreat window but afte like 10-15 minutes i was like this is lame and decided to go to sleep, and i guess courtney was right behind me cause everyone said she fell asleep about the same time then i think they watched the movie for  about 10-20 more minutes and turned it off! that night was sooo fun and sucha adrinaline rush! man i had a blast! on since this is like the longest entry ever im going to quite.

Currently Playing Fight the Tide By Sanctus Real the fight song see related

im so mad! i can't go to the sanctus concert! I AM SOOOOO (there were alot more oos if you remeber but they made my xanga all weird so i took them out!)SORRRY BRITTANY I WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP THE GAME IN A SECOND FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT MY MOM WON'T LET ME OUT OF IT! GOSH I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD! I HATE THIS! I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IF I COULD GET OUT OF IT I WOULD AND I WOULD MUCH RATHER SPEND THE NIGHT WITH YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY THAN WITH MY BAND! BUT I HOPE YOU HAVE A KILLER BDAY WITH OUT ME!! I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU! grr im sooooo mad i wanted to go sooo bad! i hate this so much! man why!my mom was like you'll have just as much fun at the the game and i was like what?!?! no way! i would have given it up in a second! man i feel so bad............................

now not to be like mean or anything but i am soooo happy my dad is coming home in two days!!! hes been gone for 3 FREAKING WEEKS! thats the longest hes ever been gone! well i gotta do stuff later

at the moment i feel like all i've done for the past couple years is... wear a mask. even with my best friends who think they have me all figured out. so thats the point of my layout. its not colored to match what people want to see, or like. its just there like it was originally...... thats how i want to be.

next... haha so whats the deal with this dance in like a month? like is it like formal? or what? i don't know i think i have to go to my crazy cousins wedding that weekend but i think i can get out of it. i really don't want to go to it. shes weird, like this is her 2nd or 3rd engagement. shes weird.

things are going to change soo much this year i have a feeling that some people i really hoped i would stay good friends with, arent going to be that good of friends by this summer. kinda depressing. but.... why can't life be simple. why can't i just see all my friends  all the time. why can't we all just sit around and watch movies and talk and make each other laugh. i have the best friends in the world! i love ya!

which reminds me of wendys entry. it really made me feel special. and ya know sometimes i wonder what i would be like, or what my life would be like if i had stayed in o.k.

Currently Playing Funeral Song By Rasmus see related

im in a .... "dark" mood at the moment so i can't really say how i feel about school cause then, well you can't be all excited, and be all like it was so much better that jh and stuff when you feel "dark" cause then it comes out wrong.sigh.... anyway i have like no friends in any of my classes. grr... i don't feel like talking

brittany came over.... her dad thinks i have no friends. hahaha lol we had a simply splendid time. as usual. haha when her dad came and picked her up he called me his other daughter it made me feel... akward and a bit special.! haha we also watched the opening ceremonies of the olympics dude they were all dressed weird, and i have decided that the olympic fashion must is the scarf i swear almost all the girls were wearing them! o and did anyone see that dress that lady was wearing it was GIANORMOUS!!! golly gosh it was huge! anyway....

im going to see the village again tonight im excited to get out of the house im just not really looking forward to seeing the movie it was a REAL let down the first time. but it should be funny to see britt and wendy watch the movie! haha i shall laugh! haha i need to get ready...

                             ps how do you know when to call it quits?......